My Super Dad

Annyonghaseyo, yeorobun..

Lama banget gak nulis di blog ini.. tiba-tiba teringat kalo aku ternyata punya blog..

kangen banget sama papa.. maret tahun lalu aku nulis tentang ultah papa dan kali ini aku tiba-tiba inget punya blog..pas di bulan maret..dan kali ini nulis tentang kepergian papa.. :'(

Siapapun orangnya.. ketika kehilangan seorang ayah tentu saja akan menjadi pukulan yang sangat besar dan menyakitkan untuk dirinya. dan hal itu terjadi juga padaku.

7 februari 2016, tepat sebulan lalu papa dipanggil Tuhan saat aku liburan ke Jogja..

Aku sayang banget sama papa.. aku kangen sama papa.. aku kangen dipeluk papa kayak dulu.. kangen cium tangan dan pipi papa saat akan berangkat kemana saja.. kangen godain papa sampe papa ketawa..

Papaku sosok pria tegar dan sayang banget sama anak-anaknya.. papaku orang yang sangat disiplin saat mendidik anak-anaknya. Dia bener-bener ngejaga anaknya agar tak melakukan kesalahan dan jatuh. Aku seorang putri yang sangat dijaganya.. dia gak akan tidur saat nunggu aku pulang larut malam kerumah.. dia akan nelpon aku berkali-kali kalau aku gak kasih kabar.. Saat itu aku selalu egois dan bilang kalau sikapnya berlebihan dan marah sama papa.. Sekarang aku baru ngerti..sekarang aku baru sadar betapa sayangnya papa padaku.. :'(

But, it's too late now.. semua udah terlambat, chy! Aku gak sempet bilang maaf ke papa..bilang makasih buat kasih sayang dan pengorbanannya membesarkanku..bahkan tahun baru aku masih bertengkar dengan papa karena diajak bangun buat tahun baru bareng. Aku gapernah tau itu tahun baru terakhir bareng papa.

Aku benci diriku sendiri. sampai saat ini aku bener-bener menyesal dan gabisa ampuni keegoisanku!

Aku bahkan belum bawa papa jalan-jalan keluar negri.aku belum bisa beli rumah dan mobil kayak yang papa mau.

Papa.. maafin aku..aku punya banyak salah ke papa..

Papa.. terimakasih sudah sayang dan membesarkan lusy..

Lusy sayang papa.. dan lusy janji akan bahagiain mama dan adek-adek.. :'

happy birthday papa.. {}

Taraaaa... 23 maret papa ultah.. 28 maret mami yongen ultah skaligus ultah pernikahan kak yenny dan bang david.. wah maret ini spesial yaa.. hihihi.. :D

Seneng banget bisa ngerayain ultah papa dan kasih kejutan ^^ puji Tuhan.. happy birthday yang ke 52 tahun ya papaku sayang {} :* :')

happy birthday mami :) {}

ini kado yg udah kusiapkan buat ultah mami nya yongen.. hmm aku ga nanya ini ultah yg ke berapa tapi aku cuma bisa ngasih kado ini buat maminya.. dgn ukuran sepatu 40.. aku harap cukup dan muat di kaki mami.. semoga mami seneng..dan bahagia di hari ultahnya..
happy birthday mamiiii :) uchy mengasihimu... {} ^^

taraaaaaa....

 

This is my new photos with him.. hihhi.. i'm so happy with him.. He's so funny and sweet.. very humourous and always make me laugh.. haha thank you, my yongen :')

Rambut Barunya Yongen..

Yippi..yongen rambut baru sekarang..poninya udah berubah jadi rapi gitu rambutnya...terlihat lebih dewasa dianya :) seneng liatnya..mhihi..

 

unmood

Mendadak unmood tanpa sebab yg jelas gara-gara omongannya org itu.. gausah di percaya kan harusnya cuma Tuhan yg tahu hidup ini.. cuma Tuhan yg tahu jalan dan kisahku.. done! lupakan soal hal itu dan fokus ke Tuhan.. pandang Tuhan aja ya chy.. :))

The Golden Path

Take my hand this way we'll go,

Said the man above,

I'll take you to a place of joy,

Where you will find true love,

If you let go, go on your own,

But mistakes you will make,

For many other ways there are,

Which you are sure to take,

When you feel that you are lost,

All you have to do is pray,

And I'll be there once again,

To help you on your way,

I did pray and just as said,

He shined his light from above,

That showed me the way down the golden path,

That led me to your love.

I Love You

Just three little words
don't seem like enough
for someone whose smile
still brightens my day,
whose touch can make me forget
the rest of the world.

They don't seem like enough
for someone who's always been there
to celebrate with me
when everything goes my way
and to hold my hand
when my whole world
seems to fall apart.

But even though "I Love You"
can't express the depth
of my feelings for you.
I hope you know what's in my heart.
Because loving you
means more to me
than anything in the world
and it always will.

If there’s..

If there's one face I want to see,

so beautiful, so true,

one smile that makes a difference,

to everything I do.

If there's one touch I long to feel,

one voice I long to hear,

whenever I am happy,

or just needing someone near.

If there's one joy, one love,

from which I never want to part,

it's you, my very special love,

my world, my life, my heart.

A Deep Meaning of Friendship

Friendship is like the two rings that have different shapes

But can be combined with a very strong sense

Friendship is just a word

But it has a deep meaning

We’ll feel it when actually find

A continued friend in a life

Friendship has always been an oasis when we experience sadness

Friendship is always a joy to be complementary

A day without friends is very strange

Months without friends are very painful

True friends will always be missed

Talks will continue to be memorable

Easy to get a rich friend

But hard getting a forever friend

Because a true friend is not for a reason

Ice Cream..my favorite dessert!

 

 

SKRIPSI

Aaaaaa.... pusing skripsian... tapi puji Tuhan.. bab 123 udah di acc dospem 1 and 2.. tgl 26 mau maju seminar..puji Tuhaann.. ^^ semoga seminarku lancar..dan tinggal melanjutkan bab 456 then..bolak balik acc seperti biasanya but setelah itu.. ada hasil yg di dapatkan setelah perjuangan panjang selama hampir 4 tahun berjuang di kampus unmul ini ^^.. selalu ada pelangi sehabis hujan.. mari semangat.. :D cayoo uchy !!!

Bersyukur Tuhan kirimkan penyemangat buatku..teman2, sahabat, keluargaku, abang, ade, kakak dan dia.. si yongen yg selalu rajin nasehatin dan bawelin aku kalo teledor.. -__- haha.. makasih Tuhan Yesus.. i love You, God.. i love them too.. :D

Call him Yongen!

Hello, now i'm come back my blog..how are you? haha too many spiders here... :p

Hmm.. i just wanna share my happiness when i found him.. he's someone that's surprissed me and lucky to made me fallin love with him.. maybe i'm so lucky found him.. aahh so thankfull to my Lord, Jesus for His love to ours.. i can forget my past that's so hurt me and survive again.. 

Hey, you..my flat nose.. thanks because you're here.. i'd love you :')

I don't have many things to make you'll always happy with me but surely i wanna do my best..

Please, protect and save me.. :')

cerdik seperti ular tulus seperti merpati

Firman Tuhan bilang cerdiklah seperti ular namun tuluslah seperti merpati. tulus ke semua org-org termasuk yg menyakitimu tapi cerdiklah seperti ular untuk memilah mana yg baik dan mana yg buruk untuk kau jadikan teman dan sahabat :)

CBC ( Characters Building Camp ) Siswa dan Mahasiswa GPdI se-Kaltim

Di acara ini..karakterku dirombak habis oleh Tuhan..semua akar pahit dan dosa itu total di cungkil keluar olehNya..diperlihatkanNya semua padaku..Tuhan aku hanya akan bilang Engkau baik, sangat baik dan aku mencintaiMu..14 Oktober 2013 saya dimenangkan! saya sudah mengakui semuanya dan menyebut namanya di bawah altarNya..kini, saya sudah mengampuni anda secara total..dan saya tetap mengasihi anda dengan tulus..saya akan menopang anda lewat doa-doa saya..wajah anda dan wajah adik saya adalah 2 pribadi yg Tuhan perlihatkan pada saya saat berdoa..berkat apa yg saya rasakan, saya rindu kau dan adikku juga merasakan berkatNya..Apa kau percaya akan kairos Tuhan? saya percaya.dan saya rindu anda pun dapat hadir dan merasakanNya..perjumpaan pribadi denganNya..alami Dia dalam hidupmu.. Bersyukur :'') Be the change!

Christina Aguilera - Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face 

You told me how proud you were, 

but I walked away If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away 

Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes 

There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again

Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you 

For everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit 

Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this,

Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand? Are you looking down upon me? 

Are you proud of who I am? There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance To look into your eyes and see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day I would tell you how much that I've missed you Since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous It's so out of line To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself By hurting you 

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with love,
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